sad feelings

but I feel no Fear

Only a Sense of Relief

No Matter where I am going

As long as I am getting out of here

I’ve lost the Sense of Reality

Am I Dreaming or Awake

Is there any Difference,

It’s all just very Dark

My Soul is longing for Release

The Angel whispers the Time has come

And I do not feel any Fear

All this time I wondered what took you so long

All these years of suffering and Pain

This sad and meaningless Life I live

Was it an experimental Test

Or a harsh way to learn

Are there any last Words left to say

Maybe, maybe. No…just a Sigh

Please relieve me.

Monique Lucy Weberink

2010